Okay, so alot is going on right now.. too much to "jott" down. All I can say is I have experienced the Lord in a brand new way. And I can honestly say that... I love him because I have tasted and seen that he is good! I don't "love" the Lord because my parents do, or because I should... I love him because he has shown me his mercy and love and I know that he is the only one that I need in life. He is my everything! It's crazy that sometimes in order for God to get our attention, we have to do something... or someone brings something up.. Like, we're not the ones to go and get it all out.. its brought to us! I don't know if I'm making sense but these scriptures are kinda how I have been feeling. And especially ps. 37- My heart and my flesh may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever! Anyways, I've been through some weird stages but I'm doing really great!! I'm happy, alive and well!! It's hard sometimes but its totally worth it! wellp.. enjoy ;) Psalm 56* 2- I am constantly hounded by those who slander me, and many are boldly attacking me. 3- But when I am afraid, i will put my trust in you. 8- You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book. 9- My enemies will retreat when I call you to you for help. This i know: God is on my side! 13- You have rescued me from death; you have kept my feet from slipping. So now I can walk in your presence, O God,in your life-giving light. |